11 Weeks Pregnant....

So I'm around 11 weeks pregnant and I'm really excited. However, I'm still terrified because I've already had 2 losses. I know this time is already different because I've seen/heard the heart beat twice and that's a lot farther then I ever got with my miscarriages. I am a little more calm after each appointment but that doesn't mean I'm not a nervous wreck right before my appointment. I get so terrified that I'm going to go in and they are going to tell me something bad. I know I need to stop stressing myself out... I know it's not good for the baby. I just hope that as the time goes by my nerves will ease some. I am so thankful for this baby...I have wanted another child for such an incredibly long time and now that it's here, it's almost unbelievable. Sometimes I just lay here and I'm like....wow, I'm going to have another baby... It's so crazy. Right now I read the baby is the size of a lime =) How seriously cute is that lol. Anyways, I think I'm done rambling for the moment...