So yesterday was 6 weeks from the day I had Zoey. I can't believe it. It's amazing sometimes for me to think about because I never thought I would have another baby. After having 2 losses I was completely ready to give up and was prepared to give up and now here she is. I feel like I have been waiting for her forever...Sometimes I just look at her and I want to cry because she is such a beautiful baby and she's mine. I actually get to hold her and cuddle and kiss her and just rock her to sleep. I was afraid before she was born that I would have a favorite...that Emilie would be my favorite since I spent almost 7 years of just her and me. I am glad that I've proved myself wrong though, I don't have a favorite. I love them both so incredibly much and couldn't imagine life without them. Emilie is such an amazingly smart child and so beautiful. She makes me smile every day and I'm so proud of the little girl that she is. She makes my heart happy in so many ways. And now there is Zoey. She makes my heart happy too! Looking at both of my girls makes me smile. I love them so much and I'm so blessed to have both of them. Emilie is an awesome big sister and even though I didn't want this much of an age difference, I'm actually glad that Emilie can really enjoy her baby sister. She can help me take care of her and hold her and yet still be independent and do the things she wants to. I love my girls. I love them so much and I such a happy and proud Mommy.
I'm a Mommy of 2 beautiful girls and I wouldn't change that for anything...even with the sleepless nights =)
Amy Lynn
Mommy to Emilie Rose and Zoey Noelle
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